“I simply knew one thing wasn’t the identical.”
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Specifically, Jessie mentioned how she discovered she had miscarried the day earlier than a live performance in Los Angeles.
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“I had two scans on the identical day, and inside the first scan and the second scan, the infant had handed,” she defined.
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Jessie stated that she had scheduled a health care provider’s go to after waking up one morning and considering, “Oh, I do not really feel proper.”
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“I nonetheless had very intense nausea, [but] I simply knew one thing wasn’t the identical.”
After the primary scan, docs advised Jessie that the infant had a low heartbeat and a “ring” that “typically signifies that the infant may have some kind of incapacity or deformity.”
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Later within the day, Jessie noticed one other physician to obtain a second opinion, which is when she discovered that the infant had handed on.
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Earlier than her live performance the next day, Jessie revealed the information of her miscarriage in a since-deleted Instagram submit. “I posted it as a result of I did not have anybody to interrupt on,” she recalled. “I did not have anybody to only collapse on and that is what I wanted, that is what I wished.”
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Within the interview, she additionally described how she felt after the live performance. “I bought within the automobile after the present on my own, and I bought house, and I opened my entrance door, and I closed the door, I fell to my knees,” she stated.
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“After I bought house that evening and I lay there, I’ve by no means felt so lonely in my life… I simply keep in mind laying there, realizing it was nonetheless there, but it surely wasn’t there. That went on for over every week.”
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Jessie additionally stated that she believes the rationale why she miscarried is as a result of “I wasn’t presupposed to do it alone.”
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“I am supposed to seek out somebody that wishes this as a lot as I do,” she stated. “I am grateful that I bought to expertise being pregnant… It is opened the door for me to like myself deeper.”
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“I am nonetheless processing the entire thing. I’ve moments of intense disappointment and grief, however I even have moments of pleasure realizing that I will not do it alone.”
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Watch the complete interview right here.
