Renee Rapp mentioned her expertise with sexual assault and the choice to chop out folks from her life in a brand new interview with The Hollywood Reporter, revealed on Wednesday, February 28. The Imply Women actress, 24, spoke about how the second influenced her to jot down the title observe from her album Snow Angel. When requested how she felt attending to share her emotions about sexual assault, she mentioned that she’s nonetheless figuring out her feelings. “I nonetheless really feel like I’m sorting via these emotions. I do perceive that it was an extremely traumatic expertise that I don’t bear in mind in any respect,” she mentioned.
Renee continued and mentioned that she feels “bizarre” to speak about it, as a result of it was an expertise she doesn’t bear in mind. Nonetheless, she mentioned that whereas she’s been sorting via her emotions, she’s determined to chop out among the those that have been there that night time, two years later. “I only in the near past began to be like, ‘Wait, the folks that permit this occur to me suck,’” she advised THR. “I really don’t wish to observe this individual on Instagram anymore as a result of they left me at a membership to get drugged.”
The interviewer requested Renee if she’d confronted the those that she was with that night time, and he or she mentioned that she had had a dialog along with her then-boyfriend. “I talked to the man that I used to be seeing the day after, and I bear in mind he was like, ‘Are you OK? What occurred? I suppose you went residence. Hope you’re OK.’ I’m like, ‘I didn’t go residence. Don’t be dumb,’” she mentioned.
Renee was additionally requested whether or not she felt like she knew that she wasn’t in with a great crowd, and he or she mentioned that deep down she did. “I knew, however I didn’t know to the extent, and I made plenty of excuses for it, however all my associates knew. [They] have been like, ‘What the fuck is occurring? You notice you’ve been out each single night time and it’s a Tuesday. That’s wild,’” she recalled.
When Renee determined to carry out “Snow Angel” on SNL, she did take the chance to share her story extra via her efficiency. She mentioned that after attending to share the message, she’s heard from extra individuals who had related experiences, and he or she hopes that others can be taught from her expertise to attempt to stop extra folks from being assaulted.